Tag: break up

I Needed Time

Because of you, I learned what it meant to be at peace with myself. After you left, I learned how to be alone. It took a long time for me to understand that being alone didn’t mean I had to be lonely. I worked on myself. I spoiled myself. I loved myself. And I gave myself the best gift I could have asked for. Time. I needed time to be okay with my own thoughts. My own feelings. My own need to understand the way things were and why I felt a certain way about certain things. I needed time to confess my sins to myself and truly understand what I wanted to get out of the situation I was in. I needed time to be broken so I could understand what I needed to be strong.

Thank You For Giving Up On Me

When you left, I never thought I’d be able to scrape together parts of my broken heart. You left me holding the pieces of a shattered soul, feeling unloved and unwanted. For so long, I fought back the tears and sadness, often silent when I was screaming inside. Little by little, I remembered who I was, struggling to kindle the fire that you extinguished in my deepest depths. I thought I had lost it all when I lost you, but I began to understand it was just the opposite. I discovered that everything that truly mattered was just buried within my heart, So long lost and forgotten that I didn’t know how to uncover it.. until you forced my hand. When you left, I didn’t know how’d I go on or what tomorrow would bring. It was then that I began to realize who I was and what I was capable of. I guess I should thank you for setting me free and opening my eyes to the possibilities. You forced me to find the strength that I never knew I had. I’m no longer pushed by my problems. I’m led by my dreams. You thought you broke my heart, but truthfully, you did me a favor. Because of you, I’m wiser, stronger, braver and more driven than ever before. I didn’t give up on me, and in the end I found myself on the path to a better life filled with happiness. You gave me the greatest gift of all by leaving. The way to a better me. Thank you for giving up on me. You showed me what truly matters more than anything: Me. Now, I have the greatest love of all.. my own. In the end, I won back my freedom, my strength and my vision for a brighter future. This time, I’m catching my dreams and not ever giving up on any of them.

I Lost My Best Friend

Life marches forward and I’ll be ok, I feel I’ve lost a friend though and that’s never easy. Things have definitely changed and I know I can never get THAT person back again. The person that smiled when they saw me, laughed at my dumb jokes, and the one that held me when I was hurt is now gone.

Things Will Get Better Before You Know It

I just want to let you know that it is going to get better. It will. I know it feels like the end of the world right now, and I know you’re in pain. I know what it’s like to feel like that. But I promise you you’re going to reach a point in your life and you’ll find someone who loves you, truly loves you, and you’ll never have to doubt it for a second. You’ll go days without crying, and forget about all the days you were sobbing on your bedroom floor, feeling helpless and lonely. I want you to know that it is okay if you don’t feel okay right now. We all have bad days, and even if this feels like a bad life, it’s not. You’ve got so much to live for. You’ve got more places to travel to, and new people to meet. You have languages to learn and food to try. You have so much left to experience. And if you just hang in for a little while longer, everything will be okay in the end. You can do this.